My-Poison-Heart's Journal

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Mini Journal: Life is still going really well for me. The new school year has begun and now I'm a big year 11 girl.. and that really is scarier than what you would think. I've rencently lost two really close friends, yet I can still manage to wake up from my dreams and smile. Part of me wants those people back really bad, but I know I shall manage.. I will live.. I can move on.. Matt and I are still going great, there are no problems there at all.. well there is me scared that I'll end up loosing him to some other random girl at Wyndham sometime this year.. He says that it wont happen.. I really hope it doesnt.. I love my baby.. Um.. I got all the subjects that I wanted which is awesome as it will help me gain the career I wish to follow.. Yay life is good!

Listening To: Gone With The Sin - H.I.M

Love: I love my baby Matt. I love all of my family and friends. I also love life and I'm loving what I can see in the future..

Life: Woah! If I look back to a few months ago, I wanted it over, going through so much pain.. I believed it wasn't worth living anymore. Now I've got my baby Matt, I haven't thought about giving up once! I love him! He makes this world seem less cruel. As this world is a cruel place and we're here only to loose. Now everything in life is working.. Life seems so much more intruging..

Death: Death intruges the mind so very much, but when reaches your heart it shall only tear you apart. Living is much more... I dunno livable?

Feeling: I feel like.. dancing.. where's Matt when you need him.. hehe.. He always wants to dance.. and the time I feel like dancing, he's not here.. I feel musical.. Listening to lots of music. I don't know what else I feel.

Regret: I do not have any regrets. Live life, have fun and no regrets. Live life with all you've got, as you've only got one shot.

Wish: I wish for a happy ending with my Matt..